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Sunday, 25 November 2007
Close to finished
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: "How Far We've Come" by Matchbox Twenty

I just put the finishing touches on Chapter 21 of my fanfic - only two more chapters to write and then the epilogue to revise, and my epic work will be finished! I'm very excited. It's really important to me finish this project. I feel all responsible to my characters, even though they aren't "my" characters.

Ah well.

Anyway, today is more sitting in my recliner nursing my injuries and working, so I'd better get down to the working part. Sitting up at the computer gets me to hurting so I think I'm going to read for a while - but it is work stuff, I am an English teacher after all! ;-)


Posted by true-elven-07 at 9:47 AM EST
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Saturday, 24 November 2007
"Kitchen table" issues
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: "Do It Well" by J-Lo

Check out this from today's New York Times:

"As President Bush looks toward his final year in office, with Democrats controlling Congress and his major domestic initiatives dead on Capitol Hill, he is shifting his agenda to what aides call “kitchen table issues” — small ideas that affect ordinary people’s lives and do not take an act of Congress to put in place...

He traveled to the shore of the Chesapeake Bay in Maryland to announce federal protection for two coveted species of game fish, the striped bass and the red drum. He appeared in the Rose Garden to call on lenders to help struggling homeowners refinance. He came out in favor of giving the Food and Drug Administration new authority to recall unsafe foods.

Just this weekend, thanks to an executive order by Mr. Bush, the military is opening up additional air space — the White House calls it a “Thanksgiving express lane” — to lessen congestion in the skies. And Mr. Bush’s aides say more announcements are in the works, including another initiative, likely to be announced soon, intended to ease the mortgage lending crisis."

Now, I know some of you will absolutely freak out if I come down in favor of anything Mr. Bush does, and it's not like I'm saying he can redeem himself for Afghanistan, Iraq, the economy, the Patriot Act, and all those other little "oopsies" of his eight-year run by saving some endangered birds. But I gotta admit, this is the sort of thing I think all presidents should be doing, bc it is important to the American people and bc they are president of a country that has more issues going on than just war.

So I'm a believer in "keep it small." Work on the little stuff, I've learned in counseling, and once you get your day-to-day crap together, the big stuff doesn't seem so insurmountable. If we protected our environment one bird species at a time, or improved traveling conditions one holiday at a time for business and pleasure, or safeguarded the ability of Americans to own their own property without having to work three jobs to pay a mortgage, would we start to see some real changes in this country? Like people choosing to "go green" bc they recognize the value of the earth, and laws that have changed to protect one species forcing businesses to change a host of dangerous environmental practices that would protect the planet itself? Like more people turning to mass transit, even on a semi-regular basis, instead of everyone driving their own vehicle, which further pollutes our already-damaged environment? Like people having more money, more financial security, and more economic and personal ties to a community bc they can own the home they want and be able to live in it for years and years instead of trying to escape foreclosure?

Well, in typical let's-all-be-spiteful-political-assholes fashion, the Democrats have decided to stick it to Bush for his new agenda:

"Democrats, like Senator Byron L. Dorgan of North Dakota, who runs the Senate’s Democratic Policy Committee, dismiss the actions as window dressing. “It’s more words than substance,” said Mr. Dorgan said, adding he was surprised to see a president who has often seemed averse to federal regulation using his regulatory authority.  “He’s kind of a late bloomer,” Mr. Dorgan said."

Now, maybe I've got it backwards, but I thought the Democratic party was traditionally the one who gave a damn about the regular joes of this country? Maybe the Dems need to get back to the kitchen table themselves.

Could we lose Hilary's invitation, though? Wink


Posted by true-elven-07 at 8:44 AM EST
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Friday, 23 November 2007
Big ouch
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: "Give it to Me" by Timbaland

Ok, wanna hear something ridiculous? I fell in the shower this a.m. and managed to break three ribs and tear the ligaments in my chest.

Can we say, ouch? =(

OMG, this hurts like a you-know-what! The doctor gave me some good pain meds but they totally knock me out, and there is no way I can afford to be unconscious and semi-functional this weekend/week. Looks like I'm just gonna have to be tough and get through it with Tylenol. *grimaces*

Anyway, Thanksgiving was fun - but rushed. Charles and I have decided next year, NO TRAVELING. We hardly saw one another, which sucked, though we did go see Beowulf on Tuesday and it totally rocked. Seriously, one of the coolest movies I've seen in a long while, and fantastic special effects. The 3-d was awesome. I thought it would be cheesy.

We're all holiday-ed out now, and I have this injury to recover from, so I'll post more later this weekend if I ever come up for air from this stack of papers to grade....


Posted by true-elven-07 at 9:55 PM EST
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Tuesday, 20 November 2007
Ready for a holiday
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: "Just Like I Am" by Rascal Flatts

Okay, for some reason I woke up at 6:30 this morning, a whole frickin half-hour before my alarm, and couldn't go back to sleep. I think it's bc I'm so excited to see Charles tonight! *waves to Charles* It seems like forever since we've been together. We're going to dinner and then to see "Beowulf".

Thank all the gods that it is nearly Thanksgiving break. I have to conference with students today and then I'm done until Monday. *jumps for joy*

Well, my latest fanfic chapter is getting rave reviews. I'm kinda sad that the story is coming to an end, but I'm also sort of ready not to have the pressure of worrying about finishing it, you know? I've got to focus on my book and planning classes this Christmas break, so I'm hoping to wrap up Will and Maya's prequel before then. I just feel guilty for not updating bc I know how I get so anxious to read more of the ffs I love.

Ugh, gotta go to work. Just eight more hours until vacation!!!! Smile


Posted by true-elven-07 at 8:18 AM EST
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Sunday, 18 November 2007
Impotent rage? Watch tv
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: "On Top of the World" by Boys Like Girls

Ok, ok, I'm in an irritable political mood this morning, bc I opened up NYTimes.com and discovered that the first headline is: "US Secretly Aids Pakistan in Guarding Nuclear Arms."

*clenches fists*

I don't mean that it's a bad thing for us to help a country protect its nuclear arsenal from terrorists or invading countries who might like to wipe out the US and our allies. I'm pretty much in favor of outcomes that don't involve Armageddon, see. But here's the thing that pisses me off (ok, the three things that mostly piss me off - if I listed every single thing we'd be here a while):

#1 - "Over the past six years, the Bush administration has spent almost $100 million on a highly classified program to help Gen. Pervez Musharraf, Pakistan’s president, secure his country’s nuclear weapons, according to current and former senior administration officials."

$100 million???? Surprised We still have people living in frickin FEMA trailers, New Orleans is still half-destroyed, we can't afford to fix Social Security or welfare, but we can send $100 million to Pakistan to protect, not people mind you, but weapons?

#2 - "But with the future of that country’s leadership in doubt, debate is intensifying about whether Washington has done enough to help protect the warheads and laboratories, and whether Pakistan’s reluctance to reveal critical details about its arsenal has undercut the effectiveness of the continuing security effort."

I just don't get why we ever trusted Musharraf in the first place. Ok, look at it like this: A military dictator comes to the leader of the free world and says, Sorry about the terrorists attacking you; I'd like to build an air force and a nuclear weapons arsenal to help protect you from that happening again. Oh, by the way, I'd also like you to pay for the air force and the nukes, and in return I promise (cross my heart and hope to die even!) that I'll give up my dictatorship and all of its little perks, like absolute power, and make my country a democracy.

Now, I don't know about you, but I might have questioned the good General a little bit there. 'Cause it seems like he sure did get the better deal - without having to keep a single and promise.

And #3?

#3 - "The aid, buried in secret portions of the federal budget".

Ok, I understand that you don't advertise that you're putting defenses up around a nuclear arsenal (that might defeat the point of the project). But still, "buried in secret portions of the federal budget"???? How much of this kind of shit goes on?

When I feel this much impotent rage, there's only one thing to do: Watch tv. I like my government conspiracies with hot guys and gorgeous ladies, lots of action and romance and snappy dialogue. Like "Traveler." Maybe ABC canceled "Traveler" bc they were worried ole Will, Jay and Tyler were gonna end up hitting too close to home with their whole "shadow government" plot line, huh? Yeah, probably not - this is the station that managed to kill "Alias" and has brought "Lost" to the brink of non-watch-ability a couple of times.

But still, I think I'll take phrases like "buried in secret portions of the federal budget" a lot easier coming from somebody like Jack Bauer than from the New York Times.  Fiction is just so much more pleasant than reality, isn't it?


Posted by true-elven-07 at 8:58 AM EST
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Saturday, 17 November 2007
Saturday, what a day
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: "Holiday" by Boys Like Girls

*yawns* I slept like not at all last night, and then I had to WORK today at a recruitment event. Sucks giving up a Saturday morning for work, even for something fun.

Now I am home, and my plan is to make the house festive for Christmas. Why would I be doing this before Thanksgiving? Well, Charles and I spend little time at our own house over the holidays - we basically run all over the state of Illinois visiting respective families - so if I don't put the tree up early, we hardly have a chance to enjoy it. My parents gave me their old tree this year, the one from when I was a kid, and ornaments my mom bought at the dollar store in Santa Rosa, CA, in 1969 when my dad was stationed out there with the army, which our antique and really cool (and sentimental), so I'm going to try to have fun decorating. The only problems: 1) I have to clean my house before I put up the tree, and 2) I always get homesick around the holidays, and this isn't gonna help!

Plus I've got this phobia about bringing my own decorations in from the garage. See, this summer Charles and I moved, but before we did, our cats - whom we no longer have, thank all the gods and the sweet people who gave them homes - got fleas. We fought a two-month battle against fleas. It was seriously the grossest thing I've ever endured. I get the creepy-crawlies just thinking about it! And even though I know we don't have pets now so the fleas (if they had survived) would have nothing to feed on, and even though I know we brought in our clothes and blankets and furniture and all that good stuff from the old house to the new house without introducing fleas into our environment, well, I've still got this paranoia that my Christmas decorations are flea-infested.

Yup, I've got issues. Tongue out

But, anyway, I have a ton of stuff to accomplish this afternoon before I can crash and watch tv (I love to veg, I am becoming a tv-veg addict), so I'm signing off. And hopefully, will not be signing on again to discuss fleas...


Posted by true-elven-07 at 1:37 PM EST
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Thursday, 15 November 2007
Almost Friday
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: "Stolen" by Dashboard Confessional

What a cutie, right? Just had to drop in a photo of my latest fictional crush, Danny Messer from CSI: New York. What would my uber-serious colleagues say if they knew I'm a total crime show nut? Luckily for us, they know not of this blog's existence. *evil cackle* 

Okay, so now that I've given you eye-candy, I also want to thank all the gods that it is almost Friday. I graded 24 papers from first-year composition students in the last 48 hours. My brain has stopped.

The only bad part is, I don't get to see Charles tomorrow. *waves to Charles* I miss you, sweetie! And I love you!

Is it a bad sign when your life has become about books, tv and movies? I'm excited bc tomorrow evening is "Ghost Whisperer" and "Numb3rs," which probably makes me the most lame person on earth. I'm also excited bc Stephen King's newest work "The Mist" comes out on November 21. Sadly, Charles and I won't get to see it until the following weekend (as in, the weekend after the weekend after Thanksgiving, make sense of that phrase!) but it's exciting knowing it's just coming out.

I just finished this really cool book, too, "Julie and Julia" by Julie Powell. It describes her experience working her way thru Julia Child's cookbook "Mastering the Art of French Cooking" over the course of one year. It's really funny and has a lot of great commentary on what it's like to be almost 30 (like me), married happily but not always blissfully (like all of us), and working with the hopes that work isn't all life is about (like definitely me). You should pick it up sometime, you should.

My guilty pleasure this weekend? A turkey sub, fries and a big honkin cookie from Penn Station tomorrow after work, and a Friday night of serious vegging in front of the tv. I may not even work out. *gasp*

But then it's grading advanced composition papers and recruiting new students to the university, so hey, I gotta take my guilty pleasures where I can.


Posted by true-elven-07 at 11:13 PM EST
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Wednesday, 14 November 2007
It's just the law
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: "How Far We've Come" by Matchbox Twenty

Here's a quick shot bc I'm running off to get ready for work. This morning's NY Times reported that the FBI has concluded 14 of the 17 shootings of Iraqi civilians by Blackwater employees on September 16, 2007, were unjustified, but the Justice Dept. may not be able to charge these employees with crimes bc US laws concerning the actions of American security personnel overseas are pretty sketchy. Here's what Representative David Price had to say about that little wrinkle:

“Just because there are deficiencies in the law, and there certainly are,” Mr. Price said, “that can’t serve as an excuse for criminal actions like this to be unpunished. I hope the new attorney general makes this case a top priority. He needs to announce to the American people and the world that we uphold the rule of law and we intend to pursue this.”

Let's recap: Just bc the law doesn't allow us to charge these people with a crime, that shouldn't stop us from charging them with a crime.

Now, maybe it's just bc my Charles is a lawyer, but I found that kind of disturbing coming from a member of Congress, don't you? Not that I think murder should be allowed, but you know, I kind of like the idea of the people who write our laws having a little more respect for following them.

But, oh wait, I forgot - this quote was brought to you by the creators of the Patriot Act. Wink

*sighs and slithers off in impotent rage*


Posted by true-elven-07 at 8:21 AM EST
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Tuesday, 13 November 2007
Progress
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: "Become" by Googoo Dolls

I am so happy! I have made a tremendous amount of progress on my tenure and promotion portfolio today. If you don't know what that is, well, it's a kind of medieval torture specially devised for university professors, wherein we have to collect all of these materials related to our teaching, our research, our publications and our service to the university and committee, organize it all into a big folder, and write this ridiculously complicated reflective self-evaluation to introduce it all. The purpose? To prove that, in addition to having earned my PhD, I am worthy to keep on teaching at this university because I'm a good teacher, scholar, and faculty member.

If I'd known having a job would be this much work, I never would've left grad school!

So my friend Tinuviel *waves to elf-sister* turned me on to CSI:New York, and now I'm addicted to the whole franchise. Seriously. But you should check out her fanfic on CSI:NY, if you're so inclined - http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2416270/1/Morgan_Formerly_known_as_Subtlety

It's really well-written. I happen to be in love with Danny Messer now (still also in love with Will Traveler, thankfully my very own real-life lover Charles doesn't mind a little fictional competition!). Great site for the actor who plays Danny is www.bella-dorka.com. Weird name, kick-ass fansite.

So anyway, in addition to watching bloody murders be solved, I am also looking forward to finishing up this damn tenure and promotion portfolio today. Thanksgiving is coming up so fast and I am so anxious to spend time with Charles *waves to Charles, blows kisses* and to seeing my family. If I didn't have so much cooking to do between now and then...But at least the eating will be fun!


Posted by true-elven-07 at 3:51 PM EST
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Monday, 12 November 2007
Back to the grind
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: "Umbrella" by Rhianna

I really hate bosses. I came to work early this morning to check the course offerings for next fall (I'm a professor, so we plan our classes way in advance) and my boss was too busy to meet with me to discuss my schedule. She acted all bitchy about it, too, like she didn't know why I was bothering her. Um, hello, because you're the one with access to The List of Courses (I think it should have an official title, being such an important document). I really don't like her.

Anyway...I did do a happy dance this morning because my super-cool Porter friends Song and ChattyP gave me the sweetest reviews on the latest chapter of my fanfic. I'm working on an "epic" about the short-lived ABC series Traveler - you can check me out at www.fanfiction.net/~trueelven, if you'll excuse the shameless self-promotion here.

Yick, it's only Monday and I have soooooo much work to do before this weekend! Speaking of, I'd better pretend to be at work instead of still enjoying my weekend. *trots off to engage young minds with knowledge*

 


Posted by true-elven-07 at 10:13 AM EST
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